Greetings Beautiful Souls,
Wow. #wow
It’s amazing to think that nearly 3 years have passed since I took a break from this wildly successful blog. The truth was – I needed some ME Time. #ownyourstory
But now, I am ready to share my light with you again. I know you need it, more than ever. I’m not an Angel. I’m not a Dove. I’m just Lynn: a woman navigating a health-filled, sober life in Berlin…
That’s Sober Lynn!
Sharing my story, and giving so much of myself left me feeling drained. Most people assume that I float through life because of my natural beauty, ideal physical body type, and kind heart… but being a spiritual person takes work, and kindness can be draining. #keepyourcupfull
People often wonder… which came first: my beauty or my kindness? Do I see the world with so much happiness, joy, potential and hope — because my entire life people have always responded with such adoration to the way I look? If so, this was certainly out my control. #giftsfromtheuniverse

Although I am blessed beyond belief, it doesn’t mean I don’t take complete ownership and control over my life. #ownit
I am going to be honest, and raw, and be real with you, Beautiful Souls. I’m going to speak my truth. The truth can be scary, but I have always been fearless and brave and effortlessly authentic.
I experienced a re-lapse before the pandemic, which set me in a downward spiral. #youcanheal
This may come as a shock to many of you, but Nick was cheating on me. #breathe
I know. It seems unimaginable to think that someone could be so blessed to have the opportunity to be intimate with *ME*, and then betray my trust with such disregard. #forgive
Nick was a homosexual. He explained that because of my healthy lifestyle, my natural glow, my beauty, my intelligence — he thought he had finally met a girl he could truly love — he thought he was bisexual. But in truth, he was just a selfish liar, a self-hating gay man, and a delusional slut, as are most self-proclaimed bisexuals. #forgiveliars
I found out on Halloween 2019, when Nick insisted we attend the Rocky Horror Picture show, and dress up as Janet and Brad. As the character Rocky entered the screen, I could see Nick developing a noticeable erection (he was very well endowed, as I only deserve the best)

Perhaps for some people in Berlin – polyamory, bisexuality, open relationships – isn’t a big deal. But to me: my body and my heart is a sacred temple. Nick violated that temple. He eventually admitted to me that he had a boyfriend in Switzerland, and was seeing us both at the same time.
The next 48 hours are a blur… I went out to bar after bar, on a bender to end all benders.
By mid afternoon the next day — I had doxxed Nick on Instagram, posting revenge porn of videos of him masturbating — sending it via direct personal messages to his school friends and extended family. I broke into his apartment and smashed his property. Anything made of glass was shattered beyond repair. I cut up his clothes with garden shears. I spray painted COCKSUCKER on the walls until I ran out of spray cans. #lostcontrol
I showed up to his co-working space, and outed him to all his colleagues. I ran up to every person in the office, and screamed “He takes it up the ass!” until security was called. As I was escorted out, I urinated in the elevator of the building, and told the guards “Make him lick it up! MAKE THAT SICK FUCK LICK IT UP!”
As security called the Police — I threw rocks at the window of the building, demanding that we fist-fight. The Police arrived, and calmed me down. Part of the privilege of being beautiful is that my bad behaviour often goes unpunished. It’s a blessing, and I’m grateful.
The next morning I woke up in my beautiful sprawling, perfectly-decorated Prenzlauer Berg apartment — in my king-size bed, with Egyptian cotton sheets, and a puffy down duvet. I didn’t have a hangover, because of my incredible health… but on the inside… I was in a deep amount of pain and shame. #ownthepain

I decided to check myself into a high-end rehab, detox, cleansing centre — in Tibet — for 6 months. I needed a little time to focus on ME. Nick had taken so much away from me…. I couldn’t let him take anymore time or energy from my life. This pause was exactly what I needed. #liveforyou
I left for Tibet on Nov 3rd 2019… and had no idea what was in store with the pandemic coming! #shocking #omg
People ask me all the time: Lynn, how did you survive the pandemic, how long were you stuck in Tibet? Well, that post will have to wait til next time, Beautiful Souls.
#yogagirl #vegan #boozeisbad #veggies #comingback #sharing #caring #pink #teddybears























